I’ve Been a Kinky Girl for a Looooooong Time
Thanks, everyone, for your positive response to “Laura’s Naughty Sex Shop.” Yay!! All of you definitely made my day with your awesome comments at my website and Facebook. 
It was a lot of work, but also major fun gathering the cool stuff I’ve raved about in my blog posts in one convenient place for my readers. Of course, many of those items brought back memories.
Like the nipple jewelry and clips.
If you know me, you know my kink is not BDSM. So the clips in my store are not the painful clamps used most often in pleasure/pain BDSM. I’m actually very fond of the danglers in my shop because they’re so pretty and the chains stimulate your nipples every time you move. Not that I need extra stimulation (LOL), but they’re fun. And I’m totally into that. Duh!
However there was a time when I was heavy into BDSM and pleasure/pain, and that’s what I suddenly remembered while working on my naughty shop.
My raging hot libido (which I inherited from my tomcat dad) kicked in when I was 7 years old. Or at least that’s my earliest memory of being active in kink. Probably because that’s when my mother caught me doing a BDSM bondage thing with a stuffed animal, one of my dolls, and my brother’s GI Joe.
Oops!
As you can imagine she was NOT happy. It didn’t help that she has a low libido and saw sex as a necessary evil of marriage. So after I survived her walking in on my bondage doll-play, I knew I had to go “underground” with my kinky obsession.
Underground at 7 years old. That’s a hoot, isn’t it? LOL
By the time I was 12, I had nixed the dolls and was doing bondage on myself at night when everyone was asleep. Okay, there are certain advantages to being a night person. And that’s one of them. Plus, I was the only girl in my family, which meant I had my own bedroom at an early age. Lucky me!
I was particularly skillful with the long shoestrings my brothers used in their tennis shoes. I found all kinds of ways to tease my pussy with them and give myself a clit O.
I had also discovered my mother’s bobby pins could be used as wicked nipple clamps. Especially when you clip them on your nipples and then twist them. Yeah, pleasure/pain for sure.
In fact, one time my nipples got such a workout from those bobby pins I ended up with little bloody scratches on and around my nipples. I was horrified. It was like a neon sign shouting to anyone who saw me (like my mother) that I was a “sick, twisted freak” (Wes’s fav thing to call me…in fact he called me that tonight *LOL).
To make matters worse, my yearly physical was the next week. That meant I had to come up with a good explanation for how those scratches got there in case the doc asked me about them. Yeah, being a closet kinkster is never easy, especially at 12 (LOL). The story I invented involved a swimming accident at the country club pool. Don’t remember all the details, but the doc must have bought my story because I didn’t get in trouble that time.
Whew!
From what I hear, this kind of behavior is normal for boys. But not so much for little girls. Some of my men friends who know about my early childhood kink have asked me if I knew what I was doing back then. Nah, I didn’t. I didn’t know about sex or sex organs or orgasms. All I knew was that I had discovered a way to make myself feel reallllly good, and I wanted that pleasure every night. Sex obsessed at 12? Oh, yeah, that would be me. *lusty grin*
By the time I was 18, I had a boyfriend and was sexually active. Nothing like a guy to scratch your itch, ya know? Plus, I’d discovered exhibitionism and voyeurism. EUREKA! That first sex-in-a-public-place episode did it for me. I knew this was my kink for sure.
But choosing nipple jewelry for my sex shop brought back those early BDSM memories.
Funny, isn’t it? I don’t think many women have childhood memories of being obsessed with BDSM at 7 years old. Not the kind of thing you can talk about at a family gathering, is it? But then I’ve always been a little strange.
Okay, a lot… *kinky grin*
xoxo
Laura Stamps
Paranormal Erotica & Romance Novelist
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